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Monday, April 16, 2007
hey3...
im back..
sorry i havent been updating 4 quite some time now..
been really bz lately..
well..
itz been a while huh..
well...
blah3...
im still wif yazri...
watever shit...
yeah of course...
there's ups and downs..
and we almost broke up..
wat the hell..
i noe..
well....
as u noe..
i always have problem wif guys..
haha...
now...
i met my childhood fwen again...
**SYED WANZALI**
and like usual..
i like him..
alot..
the only problem is tat..
we both are attached...
since i met him,
my mindset towards yazri changed..
i couldnt stop thinking abt my future...
abt wat im gonna do in the next 5 to 10yrs...
abt marriage and all...
yeah..
too early 4 tat...
blah3...
but now...
all the conversations and "dates"
wif wanzali really made me think
tat yazri's not the type of guy i wanna
get married wif..
wan didnt say anything..
but i juz think tat way..
how sey...
honey if u happen to read dis...
im sorry....
u noe i really love u and all....
but im juz too afraid to face the future....
aiyaaa.....
how xia...
i love yazri.....
but i noe i cant go anywhere further than
a bgr thingy....
help!!
sob sob...
argh!!
im outta here!
Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 9:01 AM