Someday we will know

Puput Wonder!!div> .Izyan.Love.

I love the way u say i love u.I love the way you know me better than i do.
I love it wen u smile.I love it wen u make me laugh though dere's nthg funny.
I love wen u put me first.I love wen i drifted in class thinking abt u.
I love how the more guys i met,make me realise how much i love you..

.Izyan.Hate.

I hate it wen we fight.I hate it wen we dont talk.
I hate it wen u frown.I hate it wen we cant make this rite.
I hate being alone.I hate it wen u blow me off.
I hate wen u dont care.I hate it wen u dont love me anymore.

Loazza love to:
.Humaira.Lenny.Lela.Shiela.Syahirah.Hazirah.Afiqah.

More love to:
.Ermayanee.Nashira.Syazana.Syazwani.Shikin.Ashrin.Asmira.

Y
Monday, April 16, 2007

hey3...

im back..

sorry i havent been updating 4 quite some time now..

been really bz lately..

well..

itz been a while huh..

well...

blah3...

im still wif yazri...

watever shit...

yeah of course...

there's ups and downs..

and we almost broke up..

wat the hell..

i noe..

well....

as u noe..

i always have problem wif guys..

haha...

now...

i met my childhood fwen again...

**SYED WANZALI**

and like usual..

i like him..

alot..

the only problem is tat..

we both are attached...

since i met him,

my mindset towards yazri changed..

i couldnt stop thinking abt my future...

abt wat im gonna do in the next 5 to 10yrs...

abt marriage and all...

yeah..

too early 4 tat...

blah3...

but now...

all the conversations and "dates"

wif wanzali really made me think

tat yazri's not the type of guy i wanna

get married wif..

wan didnt say anything..

but i juz think tat way..

how sey...

honey if u happen to read dis...

im sorry....

u noe i really love u and all....

but im juz too afraid to face the future....

aiyaaa.....

how xia...

i love yazri.....

but i noe i cant go anywhere further than

a bgr thingy....

help!!

sob sob...

argh!!

im outta here!

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 9:01 AM

Y
Friday, March 02, 2007

thatz juz me and my bf!!

and tatz juz me and only me..

and tatz juz me and fiqahbam...

and so....

this is the continuation of

my life story...

and as obvious as it seems...

i've moved on wif life...

i gave up on atap,

realising tat he's juz another moron

tat enters my life unnessesaryly...

gosh...

wth..

to hell wif him ya..

and soon after tat..

we both dumped each other..

and nvr to return again..

well i wish..

hurhur..

so i moved on,

concerntrating on sharif and all

the other numerous guys..

hurhur..

turned out their all the same..

hurhur...

but it doesnt matter at all to me..

itz juz normal...

simply normal..

nothing wrong wif being a moron..

wooohoooo....

gave up on sharif soon after tat too

due to some personal reasons...

......................

blah3....

and went under alot of pressure for quite some time....

met my kindergarden fwen,

muhammad yazri bin ahmad

a.k.a

my boyfwen

huh?....

shocked?.....

familiar name to u??

hurhur...

yeah tatz it...

we got together on

valentine's day...

but sad to say tat he was werking on tat day..

but i got to meet him after work though..

blah3.......

yeah...

and im thinking of transferring to ite bishan...

cant stand ite bedok la..

too far...

and..and....

the main reason 4 tat...

errrrr.........

their running out of cute guys...

hurhur..

so....

gotta find some more...

haha.......

well...

gotta go now..

love!!

..no more tears..

.yet.

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 10:21 AM

Y
Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 2:47 PM

Y
Thursday, February 08, 2007

Yes, Im gonna do this survey.
Just to avoid boredome in class

.haha.

50 typical question.
1. Are u photogenic?

- dOnt think so.=)
2.What time do you go to bed?

when the birds start chirping!!..

3. What was the last thing you did before this?

lectured by mr kwan 4 wearing jeans to school..yeah.watever!

4.Who's the one you always meet the most?

tHe jengs and joys.
5.Who's the person you'll call if you need help?

guardian angel BAMBAM! =D
6.What's on your mind right now? uhh. nothing. completely blanked out.
7.What do you prefer? american idol/ malaysian idol?

american idol! duhh-uh.
8.With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?

my lovely girlfwens and the rascales!
9.What movie do you wanna watch now?

erRrr....donno la.
10.When was the last time you went out?

30mins ago.out of home and off to school. : D

11.What do you hate the most for now?

going to school. such a draggg. im too clever la, weii! =p
12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?

laugh,breath, sit. really! hahaha.
13.Colors that make you happy?

white and black. weee~
14.Most fave thing in your room?

i dont even have a ROOM!..argh!
15.Miss someone?

everyone! especially RIN and IRAH!!
16.Plan to buy something?

mp3.new handphone.tops. =)
17.Are you satisfied with you life now?

not until a get a good boyfie!
18.Do you like seafood?

yup. nice.
19.Breakfast or dinner?

whats the difference? its all food what.
20.Like chocolates?

uhhhhh.????
21.Do you have a laptop?

yup2..
22.Whats your favourite food from fast food?

DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER!
23.Cats or dogs?

CATS.DUHH.
24.Salty or sweet?

both.

25.City or country?

country.peace.
26.Is kissing normal for your age?

yeah, with the opposite sex, really. *winks*
27.Are you athletic?

.yesh.
28.Favourite bands for now?

bands?.urgh WTH.

29.Do you have your own cell phone?

don't everyone?well no not me!argh!
30.What do you wear to bed?

swimming costume!ahah.
31.Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?

awww.mtr taufik n mr zaf.
32.Coke or pepsi?

neither
33.Sugar or spice?

Both.
34.Can you use chopsticks?

yup2.
35.Do you care about getting good grades?

no acually.haha.

36.Have you ever fallen asleep in class?

like duhh, lotsa times.
37.Get a job or ask your parents for money?

PARENTS.nyahaha.
38.Is your mom strict?

At times, really. but she just slacks lah. =)
39.Do your parents give you enough privacy?

NO!
40.Do your parents trust you?

yup2. =)

41.Would you ever wanna lose your best friend(s)?

- NO! they rock big time!
42.Does your best friend(s) get on your nerves?

yeaH.ahha.
43.Do you make friends quickly?

No. people just hates my face. really.n im cool wif it ; )
44.Do you tell your mom everything?

no.we dOnt live together on weekdays.
45.What do you & your parents fight about most?

housechores!..hate tat..
46.If you love someone & she/he rejected u, what will u do to her/him?

Cry. Smile. Move on.

47.Can you sing or rap? Sing- yeap. Rap- NO!
48.If you have one wish, who would u make ur wife/husband for life?

Orlando Bloom. I'll love him till the end of time! hahaah!
49.What do you think about this survey?

Whatever.
50.Would you do another survey such as this?

yeah. its an indirect thingy to let others know you got ntg to say =)
Now you have to ask 7 friends to do this survey on their blog.

Write down their names below.
*Danial*

*Kak Yati*

*Fyd*

*Liyana*

*ASMIRA ASMAN*

*and wat-so-ever*

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 4:27 PM

Y
Saturday, January 20, 2007

so which one is nicer??

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 10:48 PM

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 8:22 PM

n so....

life goes on..

and on...

and on........

haiya....

tired xia..

i've decided to juz 4get abt being wif

atap..

itz hard..

*AMIRUL ASYRAF*

if u happen to read dis...

im sorry....

i cant go on living a lie..

there's juz too much tatz

pulling me away from u....

wat u said the nite i found abt u

really hurt me..

i noe im nothing to u but a fwen..

but u should have told me the truth right from the start..

there's no harm doing tat..

darling..

itz been hard for me to do dis..

i dont even want to..

everytime i see u..

everytime u call..

everything u do..

makes me even want u more..

but the thing is tat

we're juz not meant to be together...

i dont wanna get hurt animore..

u're exactly like my ex..

everything u do reminds me of him..

n guess wat..

he broke my heart...

so did u..

u're capable of breaking it

even wen we're not attached..

so wat if we're together?..

u get wat i mean?..

atap ipf u happen to read dis...

im sorry..

things arent the same anymore..

i cant continue this,

knowing tat u're lying to me..

maybe there's more abt u tat u've lied to me abt..

maybe there's more abt u tat i dont noe..

maybe...

juz maybe...

maybe i dont even noe u...

thx for everything tat u did 4 me..

thx for the smiles and laughs..

thx 4 making me happy..

thx 4 stepping into my life..

so i guess this is it huh..

im sorry again..

but i hope tat we can still be fwens ya...

take care...

--WE'RE DONE--

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 3:16 AM

Y
Friday, January 12, 2007

well there u go....

my sister's daughter..

haha..

cute huh..

like me..

huahahuhahauha.....

afisya amalia..

......

weee~

born on 7th Jan 2007..

well ite bedok sux..

it takes 40min to reach bedok..

and 20min walking distance..

tiring xia..

some more a lot of matrep..

but ok ark..

can "cuci mate"..

haha...

i still miss sembawang sec!!..

argh..

so...

i decided to join

modern dance and rock climbing

as a CCA..

the modern dance sux..

haha..

and no more clubbing 4 me

due to school..

haixxX...

ahha..

well on my 1st day of school..

i sat alone xia..

haiSh..

then there's this

cool hotstuff who sat beside me..

**sharif**

haha....

and i think i like him...

we're starting to get close now..

haha..

but nah...

itz not like wat u think..

he's juz a fwen..

there's someone else in my mind

rite now..

*amirul asyraf*

a.ka

atap..

weird name..

i met him during countdown..

my fwens got to know his fwens..

and he got to noe me..

he's sOoOooo sweet..

he carried my bag 4 the whole night..

well..

we got real close..

and now..

he's all i can think of right now..

hmmm..

i donno la..

itz hard..

im confused..

i really want him 4 myself..

but at the same time..

i dont wanna have a bf for now

coz im afraid of getting hurt again..

n i dont wanna lose him..

i noe tat if we were to move

a step further,

everything will tend to change..

and i dont want tat to happen..

i afraid to say tat i love him..

wat if itz not love at all..

haish..

hard la dei...

....

i wish he coud juz understand..

if only my heart could speak 4 itself...

...

well i guess tatz it ya..

i'll update more wen im free..

toodlezzz......!

Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 6:08 PM

Y
Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Tertiary Fling @ MoS [18th Jan 07]

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Baby, you're the best I could ask for. 12:44 AM

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